What if we just take a break from this 'I want people to be proud of me' and be the us that we are and should be? I never experienced living until I got to this point, I told myself, it's me, I'm changing for nobody, I don't even want them to be proud of me, I'll just live, just live and do my thing and be me, and be strong and look away from their opinion. That's how I came about the phrase 'It's Me' it's me undiluted, changing for no one, wanting to please no one!
And I thought it would be a life of grave depression, but my dad told me last night how proud he is of the person I am today. And if I tell you how I worked my life out trying to please this man who will just not see anything good in me all through the first twenty years of my life you won't believe it. But the one moment I said, no more pleasing, I live. The accolades came pouring!
What about 'strong' things I wanted to change, I worked my life out on changing it so that I will be the people's person, the complete role model. How depressing it was until Joint Summit, Daddy Moyo really came with the gospel, the gospel of just let go, let go and let God take over (in Joseph Prince voice) and here I am recording strong progress in that line.
It's good to breathe fresh air, fresh filled air, no pleasing, no trying to please, just living, just being alive!
Doing that which you know is best for you, just for the Lord and you.
Now I'm free, anyone who wants to stay stays, and anyone who feels otherwise, is free to went! Whilst I'll be here living! Being alive! Being me! .
It's me!
Chines Zoe!
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