It's more painful to meet a sadist who feels he is a perfectionist.
Let me talk a little about Sadist, I think it is a condition of the mind borne out of the environment one find themselves. It's one of the workings of environmental determinism.
Sadist sees no reason to smile, laughter is overrated, attending parties or partying seems to them a huge waste of time, time meant for other stuff that could pay much more. Celebration doesn't happen with sadist, to them there's no need, every promotion calls for more work, more reason to be seriously working. It seems the only celebration they have is their burial, others got to celebrate it for them. It doesn't matter how hard they try to sugarcoat their boring lifestyle, and project it as the life that's less prone to danger, these group of individuals can't hide the dark cloud or 'explained depression' hanging over them influencing their own attitude and attitude towards others. They feel every successful height attend should end in 'appreciating God' and nothing more. It seems they like others uses God to propagate the drowning bitterness in their soul, and why they hate celebration so much my wild imagination can't bring an answer.
Sadist sees no reason why you should laugh, and even when you do have a reason, they be like 'the laughter is getting so much now, let's get back to work', they feel they are the highly principled, but that's also the stuff I'm talking about, the camouflage they put up.
Deep down in their heart, depression lurks, happiness has eluded them and so they feel others shouldn't.
It's worst when these folks feels they are perfectionist, with their straightened nose and self righteous sad face, they propagate their sadness trying to depress the free. Why do you want the car? Why the waste? I like my life, our family don't condone bringing in such luxury.
I mark them and stay faraway from them, aside normal talk, we really have nothing in common, not even a close bond. For me, I have learnt to appreciate my every little accomplishment, whilst I aspire to do more I don't get worked up with reaching the future that today means nothing to me.
And hey, I like life's luxury. Special hobby I have in flying around touring beautiful places and laughing my lungs out. And when I laugh I do it like I don't care. Shut my eyes, mouth open and laugh, savoring the moment......
I enjoy every moment of my life. After this life, there won't be any for me in this body, I don't have time to start living like the world is placing demand on me to happen.
I have happened already! its Me
chines zoe
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